Thursday, March 27, 2014

perasaan mengambil keputusan spm dan dilema lepasan spm :(

Posted by ieka abd gani at Thursday, March 27, 2014
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assalamualaikum and hello to my lovey dovey blogwalkers...so how are you guys? im not really good these few days. :( no. these few days is okay, but right after the spm's result, all mess up! alhamdulilah, i've got 4A's for my spm. 7 credits out of 9. thank you for the blessings you gave me ya Allah. i'm really thankful. i deserve the average result cuhs my hard work are on average level. i know. i boosted up everything only after the spm's trial. plus, i'm not expecting too much tho. :') it was a great day during the announcement of spm's result. i can tell ya its very nerve wrecking. fingers freezing yet the weather was hot and the sun just like a giant spotlight in the sky. leg shaking. so, i text-ed 15888 for my spm's result actually. so im not really shock about my result. hehehehe. but yet i'm crying. hehehe. ka iros was the first person to know that since she's asking me what my angka giliran and ic number is. hahahha. then mum. then mama said that, dont worry. go to school and take the slip. have fun with your friend at UK. :) wow seriously? but i dont have guts to ask what my exactly my result is that time. i keep myself in puzzle till i gotta text from 15888. so.......all of the qustions has been answered. ejah and nisa were the person who's checking that text message instead of me. HHAHAAH. and then, i called Abang Daniel Haikal. he's not there on the day i was taking that result. i miss him. he's with the s.a.r party for mh370. i miss my airman so bad. :( but this is what i gotta face for being in a military love. it's not easy to date with an army. okay? i sent him bunch of texts! and he replied me a very long text on the next day. Ya Allah. that made me so happy! :')))))) he congratulated me for my result. he said that he miss me so bad. abg.....where ever you're i wanted you to know that i always pray for your safety. come home faster! :') finished with part 1. hehehe

okay, now part 2. dilema lepasan spm? yes. lepasan spm is not that easy sayang oi. mmg freedom habis. but actually, you kena adjust permohonan upu you, then u kena search itu ini, you kena bijak whether you pilih Asasi, Matrikulasi, Diploma ataupun tingkatan 6! its not that easy tau nak pilih. but i believe everything have their own pro and con. i've been doing plenty of research about the advantages and the disadvantages pasal semua benda tu. CREDITS GOES TO ALL KAKAK2 AND ABANG2 BLOGGER YANG UPDATE ENTRY BERGUNA PASAL TOPIK ASASI, MATRIKULASI, DIPLOMA, TINGKATAN 6, PINJAMAN PTPTN, IPTA VS IPTS, SUASANA BELAJAR IPTA OR IPTS, DIPLOMA BERKAITAN COURSE2 SPT DPA, PERANCANGAN BANDAR, ASASI KEMANUSIAAN, DAN BANYAK LAGI. i should copy their link blog lah kan? tapi i tak terpikir pulak nak bt mcm tu. hmmmm. kalau tak, mmg gerenti i can paste it here so korang pun boleh tgk jgk. rata2 kakak2 and abang2 blogger punya entry ni mmg membantu sgt. kira, i pun ada azam jugak nak ikut jejak langkah drg nak update pasal kehidupan masuk U lepasni kalau i ada rezeki masuk. ehehhhe. doakan i dpt masuk yer. amin! and i sebulat suara, if dapat sambung diploma, i ambik jea. if tak dapat, i take f6. matrik mmg tak nak. bukan sebab tak bagos, mmg bagos. and sesiapa bdk2 excellence tu, masuk lah. tapi masalahnya i ni tak nak berkecimpung dlm dunia sains dah.. taubat aku. sengsara sangat these 2 years back then. ckup2 lah. lagipun aku berminat kpd jurusan spt komunikasi media, or pentadbiran awam (sains sosial. kalau salah betulkan ek? heheh) dan sains kemanusiaan. sains mcm ni takder lah sains mcm pizik kimia tuuu. setahu aku kalau sains kemanusiaan ni mcm psikologi. hahh. aku suka benda2 mcm ni! :D plus, kalau ambik matrik, nak cri kerja tak laku wei :( *sorry akak and abang.* itulah pasal nak sambung matrik ni kena struggle. hidup mcm bdk spm lgi. kena dpt pointer tinggi lah bru dpt jurusan yg kita nak smbung degree nnti. kalau tak, masuklah kat jurusan yg dilelong. kalau diploma, 3 tahun, tapi sijil dia boleh apply kerja, mcm f6 punya sma jgk. kerajaan nak f6 byk woo. hikmah KPM tak bagi laku sijil matrik mungkin sebab drg dah pilih bdk2 matrik dlm kalangan pelajar tip top! bijak pandai belaka, so mustahil lah drg nak berenti belajar takat tu je.. kan? hehehe. lain lah utk bdk average student ni, sbb tulah diploma tbuka kpd pljr average. :') ape2 pun semua ada pro and con! aku tkut wei keputusan upu nnti mcm mna. kut first intake tak dpt mcm mna? f6 la aku jwbnyaaaa. tpi kalau rezeki aku kat f6, aku redha. aku ambik aliran sastera. aku dah tak nak ambik sains lgi. tu hah yang asasi kemanusiaan aku ambik kat list UPU tu pun actually utk bdk sastera jea. tpi aku dah search kat blog ada sorang akak UIA ni, dia kata dia bdk sains, dpt asasi lain, tapi dia minat asasi sains kemanusiaan, dia merayu lepas sem 1, last2 dpt gak. hehehe. thanks akak kerana memberi pencerahan! :'D aku nak rehat lah kejap lagi. migrain giler aku dri kmrin dok menghadap lappy je. doakan kejayaan aku! amin ya rab!

love and respect,
ieka.

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

bercinta dengan tentera?

Posted by ieka abd gani at Wednesday, March 05, 2014
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assalamualaikum. hehehe. hello my blogwalkers. uhuks. how are you guys? im not really feeling well these days. runny nose ft. mega pain around my head. yep. headache gila2! so.................now im typing this in the dark. ahaaaaaaa. just because i miss someone that going to be on a mission tomorrow morning. early in the morning. he's leavin' around 5am. and whats the worse part? i can't even meet him before he's leavin' to accomplish a mission and going back to KL. :( inilah hakikat yang kita mesti terima jika hati sudah terikat dengan sang tentera! hihihi. ieka tulis ni pun sebab ieka tgh rindu dia lah ni :( habis kerja mlm. mesti prepare aircraft. balik base penat. briefing kejap for upcoming mission jam brp suda? ieka tau! bukan ieka saja bah yang mengalami masalah seperti ini. namun apakan daya. bersabar sahajalah. inilah risiko yang perlu dihadapi jika berani mengambil langkah bercinta dengan tentera ni! :P ieka orang labuan, dia orang KL. jumpa mungkin sebulan sekali saja. sebab dia setiap bulan akan outstation dekat labuan every month, for a week. itupun jumpa sekejap saja ;( for your information, i am an Airman's girl. yes, my heart belong to an airforce! tak kesah la TUDM ke, TLDM ke, TDM ke, gerenti bunga mereka akan mengalami masalah yang sama. hihihih. rasanya navy lebih dasyat kut. kene tinggal berbulan2 belayar dlm kapal. hihihi. siapa buah hati angkatan tentera angkat tgn cepat2!! hihihi. tapi its our jobs ladies, to be strong while their on their mission k? ini dahh nak dekat jam 3 pagi pun ieka dengar sayup2 bunyi flight askar nun jauh disana. mmg sah mr. airman ieka tgh get ready nih! patutlah tak roger dri td! :( apa yang ieka dpt belajar bercinta dgn an airman ni....

1. bercinta dengan mereka juga turut membawa kita masuk kedalam hidup mereka sebenarnya. haaaaaa. ini yang paling pasti. kita kena tahu serba sedikit mengenai career drg nih! kdg2 kerja 24 hours, esok rehat memanjang. waktu rehat tu lah digunakan untuk hello2 dgn bunga mereka nih! kalau ikutkan hati mmg dah lena dibuai mimpi tapi digagahkan juga. tak nak buah hati risau. and merajuk. and some stories that the shared with us are confidential and are governments secret! jadi jgn buka mulut dgn sesiapa kalau drg dah bg warning awal2. ingat tau! jadi penyimpan rahsia yang baik untuk mr tudm, tldm, and tdm awak ye! ;D

2. jangan cepat merajuk!!!!! haaaaaa. ini yang selalu kecundang ni. mmg la merajuk siot!! berbulan tak jumpe, on call pun jrg. txt aje kan? kursus itu kursus ini...sabo je lah labuuuu. dah nasib kau bercinta dgn mat celoreng nih! ingat balik.....si dia penat bekerja... mungkin tak tido semalaman. tiba2 dia call awak mungkin nak hilangkan rasa rindu, nak hilangkan tekanan kerja dia, tiba2 awak berleter, demanding nak itu ini, nak jugak dating esok! amboii. hahaha. tak ke stress dier tu??? kalau setakat cancel dating, syok2 tengah calling tiba2 si dia dipanggil on duty tu rasanya dah biasa kan? bagi yang dah senior dalam perihal mat celoreng ni?heheehhe. enjoy every moment of quality time with him tau! jadilah penghibur si dia. insha Allah si dia akan makin syg. hahahahaha

3. hormati pendirian mereka. jgn nak menyebok memanjang! kalau drg tak nak bgtau tak nak lah. bkn tak nak. mungkin benda yg korang tya tu sulit belaka! haaaaa. jujur aku pun pnh jgk tya soalan mcm2 dkt dia. tapi last2 dia bgtau, hal tu dia tak boleh bgtau sesiapa. drg2 je tau. jadi i pun terima je lah. takkan nak pkse kot.

haaaaaaaaaaaa. apa lagi ekk?? dah byk kut/ hahahahaha. apa2 pun, actually, gua tabik dgn para isteri tentera ni. bygkan, waktu bercinta ni pun dah byk dugaan, apatah lg waktu sdh mendirikan rumah tgga! tabik spring juga ditujukan kepada isteri tentera diluar sana! so girls, ingat, sebenarnya, bukan senang nak menerima kekangan masa yang dimiliki oleh para tentera ni. org yang kuat sahaja boleh menerimanya dengan sabar. and saya yakin uolssss tergolong dlm golongan tu! :D

if you love an army officer, walk like a queen
haaaaaa. itulah kata2 dari Queen Elizabeth sendiri tau!  hehehhe. wahhhh. tak lama lagi rindu lah ngan mr. airman nih! hehe. nvm lah, just take care urself, im gonna miss ya! :*


with love and respect,
ieka. 



Tuesday, February 18, 2014

one last love has arrived?

Posted by ieka abd gani at Tuesday, February 18, 2014
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Assalamualaikum. hi blogwalkers. hehehehheeh. how are you guys? well, im fine. im good. alhamdulilah. so here we go. suddenly feels like updating maaaaa blog after my very last post about....moving on? yes. that one. so there's nothing much happen all these time. but yet something came to me and change my whole life. something precious. something i couldn't deny how beautiful the feeling is. :') i ever swear that i never fell in love again yet i fell so hard. he's diff from the other guy. probably because he's a way more mature than the other guy that i ever met. he got a stunning smile. he's tall. well-build. yes he's mature. gorgeous curve of nose that connect to his eyebrow. people may see him as an ordinary one. but i see him...in every detail. his sacrifice that he made. just to talk w me. he makes me melt everytime. i have met plenty of guy during my moving on phase...they easy come and go. they gave you butterfly in your stomach, acted like they like... but then the next day they're just ignore you. :') yes i know how it hurts. and yeah...this guy.........he show me that he's diff. he didn't tell. but the way he act towards me show me. even typing this made my eyes soaking wet. :')))

yes im scared to love. im scared being hurt again. :') 


exactly how i felt. but for god's sake i fell so hard into him. :'))))) probably you going to judge me how easily i feel to a guy? isn't? yes. im that type of person. but not all of them get my attention. my full attention. 

i started to give my full attention since the very first 'hey' words he sent me. he understand me. didn't push me to do what i dont wanna do. he shares a lot of thing w me. like, idk why he trust me easily. even the thing that i think shouldn't be told to a stranger. cuhs we haven't met each other yet. probably we'll meet soon. as soon as his request for lb tasking been approved. who's him actually?? where do i knew him?? well, here's the answers... he's a guy*of course a guy! okay, he's 28y/o guy from kl. he's an airforce. he used to work in lb monthly for 1 week. and then, he'll back to kl again. he works with those jets and flight own by our country, ministry of defence. not a pilot. but he's the one whom need to make sure those things fine and fly safely on the atmosphere. yes. i wouldn't take it seriously. well right now we're just friend. we aint gotta rush just take it slow aite? 

no offense. i love that pic. :3 military love is quite interesting. yes. they will suddenly being call to do a specific task. probably that task is the risky and urgent one. no joke, with the title 'just friend' between us i ever in that situation. psstt. not going to tell any longer. its a secret that i promise never told anybody. cuhs that task probably going to scared the public. nahhh im not going tell ya when that task was. it sucha relieve that he come back home safely. :')


sweet kannnn? :')))))) 

okay. thats all for this entry. take care yourself and dont be sad. there must be someone out there that is definitely love you!

with love and respect, 
ieka. 

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

untitled.

Posted by ieka abd gani at Tuesday, January 28, 2014
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Assalamualaikum and hello blogwalkers! how are you guys? i wish you all in a good health! me? oh. im okay je. no need to worry! hehe. there's nothing much to share actually. i just feels like updating my blog. ngeeee. so, it is about 1 month left before the announcement of spm's result. :3 trying to imagine what gonna happen, what alphabet that going to be printed on the slip is enough making me feel goosebumps! i hope, i can achieve a good achievement lah. amin :')) and my friends too! so about the........pin upu. yep. i bought it already. but i haven't fill the applications for the permohanan ipt yet. idk which one shud i choose. its not i still dont get my dream career. ive got it already but maybe i have no confident yet. im scared i can't get what i want. :( these are my hang out mate yang temankan tem beli pin. actually sepatutnya ada zati dilla and appy ba ini.


lunch treat by nisa. thanks to her. :'D 
from the left, nisa, mel and me. 


this one captured in zipangu. the cafe that we used to go. after an exhausting 'tawaf' around uk, we stop by sini la dlu. having our soft drink. 


captured before we had an amazing idea to release our tension in Yamaha! 


so la da di da di!

i miss my 5 del's friendddddddddd :/ i miss the gegirlsssss semuaaaaa. :( zati kerja, pika kerja, ejah pun nisa ckp kerja. ajeh tdk. rindu juga sama ajeh. my ict mate! shimah kerja sama ainina dkt Ganu. :( i miss them. mau hang out sama drg ba lagi nanti. serious :( 

so......how about the story of my....

you know. i think i gave up in love already. im tired meeting someone that is not the one. :/ i guess i just gonna wait it to come. i dont wanna seek for it. i wanna take it slow. my clumsiness ruin myself the other day. i dont want it to be happen again. maybe im gonna meet that someone...not today, but, 

dont care if it late or early, but it will come for sure, in sha Allah. i do believe with this...

and im currently..., 

and started to...

wish me all the best guys!
take care yourself! :)


love and respect, 
ieka. 




Thursday, December 5, 2013

#lifeafterspm

Posted by ieka abd gani at Thursday, December 05, 2013
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assalamualaikum blogwalkers.. and stalkers.
see that title above? yes. my life as a student officially ended yesterday. my very last paper that i took for spm was information and communication technology's paper. alhamdulilah. i am going to miss my school life for sure! im gonna miss my friend's craziness, their colorful attitude, and so much more! im gonna miss 5 delima, all of 'em! those 22 god's creatures really made my 2013 as one of the best ending i ever had. they're my sweet closure of my high school year. :')

inilah pelajar kimia topez dan delima. cigu susi yg paling kiut, i am gonna miss you :') 

this is my ICT mate. thank you guys yg tlg byk beri tunjuk ajar. :')


inilah muka2 yang aku akan riiiiiiinduu sangat! :')


this is my very bestfriend. thank you izzati and nisa. they're the most caring, spontaneous, understanding, my shield, we have been thru a lot of obstacle, but, they still stick to me no matter what happen come between us. i love them so much. hahaha. im crying! :') i don't know how to adequately express how much i am gonna miss our good time. i will remember each of our moments together. i will keep it safe in my mind. hold my promise kehhh??? :')


this was at the old school hall. ada mel and nisa serta ali the usain bolt. hahaha. these are my bestfriends too! and always be! :') 


inilah geng bawa bekal. dari kiri zatie, nisa, leo, and ayu. thanks semua. kepada ayu, thanks sebab beri tunjuk ajar selama kita berkawan. :') leo, kawan yg paling gila kalo imaginasi kami bercantum! ahahah. nisa and zatie sudah diatas tuuu! nepayah describe. hahaha


lepasni, tiada lagi kelas gpms kimia. :') dari kiri, ejah! ejah!!!!! i will miss you!!! ejah ni baik dan lawa orgnya. petah bercakap. dan peramah. baik. suka tlg org. keep your good traits ejah! nanti kita gusip2 kayhhhhhh.. yg comel muka blur tu ajeh bujeh. ia ni putih and kiut orgnya. baik. lucu. haha. best kalo bckp sama ia ni. and, dia ni lemah lembut. but when it comes to haji oppa, mesti dia jadi garang! hahaha. tudung pink!!!! ini ialah piqa!!! piqa orgnya sempoi. santai ja. lucu! best kawan sama ia sebab aku rasa ia mcm sekepala ba sama aku. ahahhaha. and diatas tu, mimie the tauke pensil kaler2. aku miiiisti akan rindu mimie :) mimie ni baik kalau dikenal lebih mendalam. seorang yang penyabar... tegas jgaklah. tangan seni!!!!! hahaha. dan paling penting! mimie seorang yg mementingkan kekemasan :))


hahaha. ini time surprise bday part cigu madonna!!


ini time experimen paling last. saphonification process. haaa. experiment buat sabun... kimia lah! apa lagi! eheheheehheeh


ini delima's boys yang sgt menyakitkan hati! annoying berabis. teman bergaduh. paling campin mengucap. i am gonna miss you guys!!! ^^


and this is the closure of all those damn sweet pictures i had with my friends in 2013... gambar ni sweet sgt. aku suka tgk.


guys, aku akan rindu kamu semua. aku harap kita semua berjaya dalam hidup. dapat gapai impian kita. diberikan keputusan yg cemerlang sesuai yg kita target. amin! aku ulang, you guys are my best closure of 2013! saranghae oppa, unnie. anyeong!

love, ieka. :')

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Posted by ieka abd gani at Wednesday, February 20, 2013
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heyy guys!
thanks for your visit and do comment on the left chatbox k? so, how are you guys? im just fine. yeah. like a normal night. im so bored and got nothing else to do. as you already knew that, i will everyday back from school at 5pm-6pm *depends on the person who gonna pick me up* yep yep. got extra class for physics, addmaths, english, and chemistry.  so on wednesday, like usually i will attend the kokum. yess i do agree. its tiring you know :'( you have no time for tv. and, you gonna really apreciate your weekend by spending the time at home only to get some rest and recover back the sleep that the whole weekday have stole! hahaha. 

guess what? i have downloaded the torrent already yeay!! i download it because of the sims three. i have been ssearching for the game for almost half and a year. and finalyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i can download it all by myslef weeeeee. im so happy. but,..... the internet line won't cooperate with me very much. i started the downloading since 9:40 somthing, and until now, thee completed percent is least than 5% oh myy goodness!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can you live with that kind of wifi? we pay the fuck expensive fee and please make sure the internet line is fit and suite with the fee too!! geram much!! im sorry for my broken english :') but.... at least i have tried so hard to get a better marks for english. i wanted to get an A- to A or A+ in english. the same thing goes to sejarah also. i wanna get a high score for this subject. i want to be a lawyer. and wish me all the best. i really wanna be a lawyer. and as the basic, i have to be good in that two subject. meaning to say i have to work harder for better power lah :')

im so.... lonely. he's not picking up my call. and tonight is the third night he did this. ;') too many excuses he gave. he said that he accidently fall asleep, and many more. idk what to do already. its hurting you know to know that someone who made the rule is the one who break the rule. maybe i should just sleep and let him on his on world. i'll stop calling, say hey when he's in front of me. i will just ignore him. deep inside my heart, i really miss him okay. i really miss to hear his breathe when he fall asleep. at least please pick up my call. idc if we're talking to each other or not but, please. dont makes me to face another long and empty night. :') can you understand that?? you have changed a little bit you know. changed to the person that i hate! sometimes you really pissed me off. i hate it. you started to complaint about this and that. nvm. i'll let you feel, what do actually i felt. i will stop calling you. i will stop all of the action that makes me contact or meet you. im totally get tired of this already. good night people. 

love, 
ieka.  

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

first post after almost a year.

Posted by ieka abd gani at Wednesday, February 13, 2013
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Bismillahirahmanirrahim...
Assalamualaikum semua ^^ 
hi? apa kabar? hehe! 

its really a long time since the last update.. july 2012 right? hehe. im quiet busy and have to do lots of stuff. thats why lah i jarang update. anddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd, what makes me feel wanna update my blog again? idk what makes me feel that way, maybe because after reading Kak Nurul CakapCakap's blog, her blog is so simple, nice and elegant! love it. no music included but still the readers still feel so excited and enjoy reading her blog! those beautiful pictures that she put maybe kind of helping tho. well, i dont are whether my blog post being read or not, but the most important thing is, i do enjoy doing this sunch thing and what so ever lah! im in holiday, yess, CNY holiday's. been invited to 2 open house but unfortunately i can't go make it! i got no transport to go there. no one want to send me lerr. benci much. 

what i have gone through for almost a year?!!!!

hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. so many obstacle i've face through you know. but yeahh. the #$%%^&* feeling still there. i miss the old them. wew. but it seems like our chemistry are getting better. but still, some of %^&* cant really tolerate with three of us. old habits die hard maybe. nvm, what do i have to do is keep focus, accept what i have right now.. take a short glance on the past to makes me stronger with only a piece of mistakes in the future! :') i can feel comfortable with everything around me finally... but it seems like, i have one enemy left... the TIME! I have to face an exam that can change my future to brighter, or... vice versa. 

Relationship???

still in love with the same guy, my wolf. Ahmad Mukhriz b. Muhd Fauzi. weeeeee. ehhh jap. times up! karang aku sambung lagi k?

love ya!
ieka.
































 

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